Monday, September 28, 2009

WAKE UP BLK PPL!!!

I AM SO HURT AND PISSED OFF RIGHT NOW. I DONT UNDERSTAND THESE YOUNG BLK PPL IN THIS WORLD. HOW LONG AND HOW MANY MORE LIVES HAVE TO BE TAKEN BEFORE THEY ALL WAKE UP AND SEE ITS ALL NONSENSE? THIS 16 YEAR OLD HONOR STUDENT GOT BEATEN TO DEATH JUST CUZ. N HAVE THE HOOD JUST SAT THERE AND WATCHED. WHAT THE FUCK FOR!! SOMEONE COULD HAVE DONE SOMETHING. BLK PPL R ALWAYS BITCHING ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE DOIN THEN DIRTY AND NOT GIVING A DAMN ABOUT THEM WHEN IN REALITY WE DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT OURSELVES. HOW CAN WE EXPECT ONYONE TO TAKE US SERIOUSLY OR TO CARE ABOUT US WHEN WE AS A PPL CANT EVEN UNITE? WE DONT KNOW HOW TO ACT IN THE STREETS AND WE DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING TO MAKE OUR LIVES BETTER. JUST STEADY BITCHING ABOUT WHAT WE DONT HAVE AND WHO DID US WRONG. GROW THE FUCK UP GRAB UR BALLS AND WORK TO GET WHERE U WANT TO BE. WHY THE FUCK ARE WE KILLING EACH OTHER? WHAT IS IT SOLVING? JUST PROVING TO THE WHITE MAN THAT WE ARE EXACTLY WHAT HE THINKS WE ARE......ANIMALS. IT DONT MAKE NO DAMN SENSE. BLK PPL R SO FUCKING STUPID AND IGNORANT. UGH. MAKES ME WANT TO SHELTER MY CHILD FROM HER OWN KIND. REAL TALK. I DONT GET IT. WHAT IS SO HARD ABOUT WALKING AWAY? AND WHEN DID IT BECOME SO EASY TO TAKE A LIFE? AND AGAIN.....WHAT HAS IT SOLVED? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. JUST KEEPS US EITHER 6FT UNDER OR 20 TO LIFE BEHIND BARS. BLK PPL

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Maybe.....

wow. can this be true? has love finally found me? that would be a miracle in itself. but it also seems to be my reality. no worries. no cares. just free flowing uncontrollable love. radiating off of me. brightening my smile. lifting my spirits. lightening my mood. so many smiles. so much laughter. like two kids. dont know why we are laughing. cant explain what is tickling us so. but the laughter continues. we share dreams and secrets. we share our joys and our pains. we seem to talk for hours......about nothing. but everything that is not said is understood. wow. can this be true?

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Its been only a short span of time and it seems I have fallen. What is this? Never before have I bonded with someone so quickly and so easily. Its almost like we are long lost best friends or lovers. Like we met in another life, in another time. I feel so free to be who I am. I dont have to hold back. You have seen my true side. The side I usually hide. But you just chill and enjoy. Nonstop laughter and conversation. Even the few disagreements. Nothing changes. You tell me the real and I return the favor. We stay cracking jokes, which I dont have to explain cuz you get me. And your love for music is oh so amazing. You complete me on so many levels.....the way you talk, your interests, your personality, your goals. I love them all. Your laughter is the sweetest sound Ive ever heard. The way you call me baby. And the verses you've sent me.....a true lyricist in my eyes. I love how passionate you are about everything. Your music, your fam, your friends. Its amazing to me how we found each other. Had to be written in the stars. You and me.....wow. The only other word to describe us is AWESOME. Like the perfect song. In perfect harmony. In the key of love. Look forward to making a lifetime of masterpieces together. Love you baby